Like i told Masta Cuhr33p3r, im just gonna let mah fingers go and not think. I love summer so far, been hangin' wit friends and havin' a good time, only 2 pieces of this puzzle tht are missing is Cuhr33p3r and a license!!!! We been saying "we'll hang out this summer for sure" but so far no plans. i'm actually kinda upset bout tht we HAVE to hang out or i mite commit suicide (or make a massive hit-list and start a killing spree). KIDDING!!!! But Leandra if your reading this we have to before you go to college to better urself and leave me in the dust!! So I just talk bout this weekend. I went to Connecticut to play in a basketball tournament. It was great but we lost in the semi-finals and that got me really upset cause we should have went all the way. Next tournament we aint losing at all!! If we all want to get good looks and go play in college we gotta step it up at West Virginia. Since I missed tht freethrow tht could have saved the game i been doin' a lot more as far as workin' on my game goes. I'm shooting at least 200 jumpers a day and doing a least an hour of ball-handling a day. Nxt time i step on the court i'll be ready to take the big shot at the end of the game. I wanna play ball for a long time to come so I am gonna be working real hard and "leaving it all on the court" every chance I get. Whats next on my list of things tht i need to update on? Lets talk bout life period. Summer has been treating me real good so far. Lot of hangin' out like I said before. Been finding time to like shoot pool with my friends and I will keep doin dat so I get better and better. Also, maybe its the summer air but I been thinkin' bout gettin' wit a someone for a long time...not like hookin' up cuz thts not really wht i want (not sure if I'm fully against it yet doe idk dont judge me) but i been thinkin' bout it a lot. Only thing is i dont really like anyone like tht to try to get into anythin' wit someone like that. maybe one or two but chances are one wont happen and the other i'll only see for one week in the summer. Idk its crazy doe. One other girl i like but idk bout her yet i have to think bout it see whas goin' on wit her. Other things tht has been goin' on... one of my friends is hooked on a boy she really has no business wit I wont say names but they both have names tht start wit an "A". Last time I hung out wit her the night was horrible cuz she was talkin' bout him and how he blew her off by not coming and it pissed me off cause myself and a number of other ppl warned her bout him and she still needs to see for herself. On top of tht i left mah nu watch in her purse and she still has it. If my dad finds out he'll cut my head off put it on a stick and use it to scare of robbers at night!! We need to hang so i can get it baq and so we can chill...without him bein the object of conversation for the entire night. Lets see now... Ooh I guess its only fair I talk about mah nu best friend and reignin' best friend Masta Cuhr33p3r and Bonnie. Leandra like I said before needs to help me make plans to hang out before like stated before I like die. I wont say too much bout her cause I've told her almost evrything there is to know bout how me and Leandra are doin' in the department of friendship. Shannon Ruth Perry or as I like to call her Bonnie just became a really good friend. I dont even know how it happened. One day we were texting she helped me out I helped her out and then we were hangin out after skool and watchin movies laughin'...having serious conversations...killing each other (not really doe) the whole nine. I'm actually glad tht this happened even tho some ppl may not think too highly of her I happen to and I'm not one to care bout what ppl think bout my choices in live...let me do me and u do u ya feel me on dat?? Well thats all i got for ya....not really Leandra Christina "cuhr33p3r" Boodoo lenght but its more thn my average I'll be baq on soon prolly same time 2morrow. ={P

That is the question I ask myself everytime I tell her "I need to talk to you". Where am I going to start?? What am I going to say?? What am I going to say?? There is sooo much on my mind right now. I'll try to sum it up so your not here reading this for the next 4 hours. I guess it started way back when marching band ended and she told me on facebook. She said that she wasn't ready, and I understood that. I was never really happy about it or wanted to accept it but thats how it was and I thought "okay...I'll wait". Thats when I thought I would be able to. Its really hard to put down what I feel without sounding like sort of a jerk, but I'll try. So its like this after a few weeks of me "waiting" it started to get really hard to go through a school day like that. Because I can't hide how I feel about her, its like written all over my face and my actions. I want to talk to her and tell her how much I care about her and how much I want to be with her and I want to put everything out there for her to know, just be completely honest with her. But its seems that everytime I want to there is never time. Another thing that has me going crazy in my head is that it seems she doesn't want  to talk about it. Its like she much rather just be friends and thats the end of it. Which I don't know if that is true or not but thats just what it feels like to me. Yeah, I've been told different(not by her) but as the old saying goes "actions speak louder than words". I don't know, it's really killing me inside and I really want to talk to her badly. And as much as you may say this is complete bullshit its really not, I love that girl and I'm not trying to deny it anymore, I love Valerie Bardhi!! I just really need to talk to her.

Isn't as important as some ppl make it out to be. I say that cause me and Val both agree tht we really could care less about it. If you read my Facebook status when I was talking to her it says that I was murdering it and her's says she was at its funeral. So its offical, everytime we talk spelling and grammer means nothing. Haha so now that that public service announcement is out the way, the real reason I came onto Xanga today is cause of Valerie. So me and her had a thing going on for like a week or so right and its funny how it started cause I never thought that I would be dating Valerie...but I'm getting ahead of myself. So we've been talking for like a week and its been a great week, the best in a while. So I think it was 3 days ago, she said something like "blah blah blah...relationship or the lack there of" even though she was joking I started to think and then I thought I should make it "offical" and ask her out. So I did and she was like "uhhh...." and ran somewhere(dat sounds kinda funny but she did)nd after we practiced [marching band practice] we went to a football game. In the stands we were talkin' again and she asked me"what took you so long to ask" I really didn't know why it took so long. But her answer was takin' even longer(im jus egzagerating she took like a few hours i took a week nd a half) haha. So after the game was over we were standing there waiting to go to the buses and it was soo freakin random but I kissed her nd she looked at me and said "yes". To be honest it took me waaaaayyy to long to realize what the hell she was talking about but when I got it I just laughed cause there wasn't no way she was gon' say no if you knew what went on on the bus before they got seperated then you would know why I say tht. Not just because I'm a cocky bastard. And she just likes to tease me all the freakin time so she tried to make me wait before she answered me. Cute. So today we were talkin and I just found out she's like a movie dictionary or some crap she must spend like hours on end watchin' movies its pretty freakin' funny cause she's like"yur gonna kno so much about movies just cause your dating me" it was funny. So yeah thats bout it...oh nd she was sayin' goodnight and said tht she liked being mah girlfriend cause I make her smile. and we talked for another 15 minutes after tht casue she was tellin' me how her sister was tellin' her to shut up cause she was gigglin' so much idk why or how tht made it into this blog but it did she's jus too cute and u shud all be jealous cause my girlfriend is better than yours

Yes. that is me being a cocky bastard